Resurrection

Spoken word.



You see Im a wilding at heart - I was not created to be tamed.
From this earth I was made so why should I ever feel ashamed?
These sticks and stones didnt break my spirit - cowards with words did - so I masked my pain with moans and no one could hear it.
Knots tied and waves came under a full moon but my soul was empty -
If energy was currency then the price I paid was hefty.
Because I had invested myself into relationships filled with abuse and all I got in exchange was an articulated defense that just masked an excuse.
Caught between who I was told to be and the women I had always envisioned
I knew it came down to trusting myself to make the right descion.
But I was laying in a grave filled with confusion and hatred.
Whispers thrown like dirt on my corpse from the people I held close
But what I didnt know then was that this death was sacred.

By grace I was resurrected - on my knees I prayed for my soul to be restored cried for my heart to be protected.
From narcissistic snakes, fakes and heartbreaks.
I realise now I was not buried I was planted
Growing through life
So these lessons I dont take for granted.
Iv felt like iv been silenced my whole youth
And now im finally ready for you to hear my own truth.
I just wanna connect with others who have felt similar pain
And let them know that the power within you is something you can regain
Dont get me wrong at times this healing was too much to bear
So I bathed and baptised myself in the depths of these waters until I was ready to come up for air
Washed the dirt from my wounds until I was pure
In silence and solitude I realised
All this time I had the cure.


Reborn - transformed - no longer willing to conform.
Most only see my surface earth
But if you look deeply
Youll see the other elements I acquired during the rebirth.
As I - continue on my journey through the wild
Hand in hand with my inner child
Even if I stumble or trip
I have people around me that bound together just like Frodo and the fellowship.
Ready to experiance something higher 
I ended up drawn to a fire
Sparks flew and lit the embers of my heart
Ignited my mind and rekindled every part.
I came in as a rush of air and set the fire ablaze
But deciphering emotions can sometimes feel like running through a maze
God is the ultimate master mind  so I guess everything thats meant for me will naturally be aligned.
So im - flowing like water - taking it all in
Breathing, leaning stepping into my power within.